Enter.
Sit down. Unburden. Stand up.
Exit.
The weight I thought was gone has returned,
Albeit gradually.
The opposite of the feeling I had,
When as a child,
I put my thumbs in my pockets
And pulled my arms outwards.
if I feel like watching films/tv,
instead, I could
write, listen to music, read…
if I feel like hiding from the world,
instead, I could
check if I’ve eaten & slept, and rectify if not…
if I feel like juice,
instead, I could
drink herbal teas, mmm… yarrow…
if I feel like junk food - sweet,
instead, I could
drink water, eat dried fruits, drink hot cocoa
with date syrup, bake something with no sugar (stevia!)…
if I feel like junk food - salty,
instead, I could
drink water, snack on vegetables, make a stirfry
with tamari/ peanut/ chilli, bake something savoury, check
if I’ve eaten properly & rectify if not…
if I feel like staying in bed all day,
instead, I could
force myself out to do five minutes of tidying/
writing/ dancing/ jumping/ any movement, go for a walk
amongst trees…
if I feel like I can’t write/ draw/ be inspired,
instead, I could
walk amongst trees, stop trying & do something
practical instead…